November 2011
1 post
October 2011
1 post
happiness.
it’s been a long time coming.
quite awhile since i fell back in this slump.
thanks to alcohol. and cigarettes.
i’ve reached that point in life i don’t care about values, ethics, love or money.
i just want to be happy.
and tonight i swear i’m going to get drunk.
September 2011
1 post
August 2011
3 posts
what are we trying to do?
this game we’re playing.
it’s dangerous.
July 2011
5 posts
excited. and scared.
that we might revisit our past.
and indulgences.
at the end of the day i made my decision.
in the end it was still not my interest i was looking out for.
but i hope this will be a happy ending=)
looking forward to a new day ahead!
stuck on an island with you.
sounds like fun.
i just realized, you can actually change my life.
June 2011
3 posts
满足也。
简简单单地，便是快乐。
天气，钱和其他琐琐碎碎的烦恼都绑不住我们。
我们是幸福的。
旅行就是应该这样。
过了还能回味，过了还能越想越开心。
真满足。
lust & caution.
i must say this is an awesome phrase/name although the movie was total bullshit.
our cautious attitude towards our own lust is one of the basis of our humanity according to darwin. evolution made us conscious of social behavior.
till today sex and its urges remain a taboo in our society. animals are free to exploit these needs. But as supposed higher beings, humans suppress them.
lust and...
choices.
can’t appreciate extended periods of inattentive conversation.
it’s disrespectful and demeaning. one aspect of modern behaviour i cannot seem to fathom with.
maybe i’m just old fashioned.
but really? you can do better i’m sure? regardless of your frame of mind and state of body?
we all make our choices. but how often can we persist with what we chose to do and give...
May 2011
5 posts
不同世界的人。
有些事真的不能变，不能勉强。
走到了某个阶段要试着接受和面对。
青春不是永恒的。快乐也不是必然的。
原来我们是不同世界的人。
你也发觉了吗？
happy birthday.
i might have bitten off more than i could chew.
this holidays going to be a frantic rush to achieve too many things.
GGXX.
April 2011
3 posts
对爱情莫名的恐惧。
japan you can.
another tremor hits japan today.
it’s really a little too much to take.
some hidden wound yields a little again. can’t help but grow teary at those thoughts.
but i do believe the japan people will survive. and rebuild their homes. and i still long to visit it someday. hopefully soon.
japan you can. you too.
March 2011
2 posts
“Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind.
“Pooh!” he whispered.
“Yes, Piglet?”...”
trials and tribulations.
never thought the japan disaster would have affected me this way.
losing a friend so close this way hurts.
i thought with all the work and school, i will not have time to think about it.
exactly the opposite.
to not know whether to grief is worse than grief itself.
mad men claims our generation drink for the wrong reason.
maybe.
but we’re all hurting in our own ways.
and i figure...
February 2011
9 posts
fly away.
i want to break free.
from all of this. can’t stand the heat, the humidity and the walls pressing down on me.
the endless stares of curiosity. the niggling suspicion you’ll meet someone you know.
the anger. the fury. and all that sour-bitterness. you.
i’m sick and tired of this city i love.
i want to take a vacation to other cities i love.
where nobody knows me.
...
innuendo.
innuendo is a tiring thing.
on and on.
we’re doing it because we enjoy it. or we’re scared.
often the latter.
we’re scared to just say what we mean to say. mostly because we don’t know if the other party will take it the way you want it.
there’s general innuendo. then there’s sexual innuendo. most proudly sang about by freddie mercury.
sexual innuendo is...
down and out. not even finding the effort to write on tumblr.
that’s probably also why i am so fat now. lying around rotting in my own liquor stench and tobacco fumes. loser.
gonna go out there and be a world beater again.
and for what?
for life goes on. even if sometimes, you could want it to stop right where you want it to be.
那些日子
你还穿着那些华丽灿烂的衣服吗？
或者不需要那些外在证明自已了吧。
回想那些单纯 其实有点残忍，
现实拒绝我们的认真。
你还带着那些美丽的回忆睡着吗？
还是不需要那些假象欺骗自已了吧。
there’s really no one to blame.
it’s just destiny. the moment we’re born, many facets of our life has been determined for us. these things slowly eat into our very being and sets the tone of our life during those growing years of our lives and further seals our fate.
there will be a time when you look back and learn not to regret and not to wish for a different life. i think...
January 2011
3 posts
something magical about being in a foreign airport.
like you’re connected to the world but alone.
sometimes i urge to have that feeling back here in singapore.
imagining i was away from everything but always had the choice to go back when i couldn’t stand it anymore.
life’s so stupid and contradicting.
我怕我越跑越快，跑出了你的範圍。
努力追求理想，卻不敢夢想。
到了終點，可能還是在渴望。
我有點疲倦卻沒力停止。
哈，真諷刺。
December 2010
4 posts
we spend all our time guessing what each other want.
when we could have just gotten it just by asking.
for the record. i want it.
November 2010
9 posts
sometimes.
sometimes i still feel the same way about you.
that you bring a smile to my life, and sunshine all around me.
just that i’ve been smiling more now without you in my life.
but i’m sure you had something to do with it.
and then i still feel the same way about you. sometimes.
love will tear us apart
lay out in your sleep, all my failings exposed.
taste in my mouth, disenchantment takes hold.
just that something so good, can’t function no more.
and love, love will tear us apart.
it will.
reading past msn convo is just tragic.
goodness.
今天在ktv唱’追‘時， 特別傷感。
也不知道為什麼。
我在想，你真不能為我改變？
連那麼一點的關心也太委屈你了嗎？
真不明白，有些人。
a million wishes won’t make this go away.
October 2010
8 posts
